I'm sorry, I'm just curious about your gender shift, knowing (in my own psychological perspective) the great extent that it must involve a subjective reinterpretation of all sorts of stimuli to reconstruct your consciousness. When you say 'I have a female libido', unless you have indeed fully restructured your hormonal and neural systems in the short time you've been taking estrogen, i can't believe that your biology can back up such a statement. I do, however, believe in the truths of the subjective difference between male and female sexuality. This is a very interesting topic to me. You believe you are transgendered, so you must feel that before you took hormone therapy you possessed female traits. But traits can be self-validating interpretations of your own experience. I understand the hormones are having some effect, but i can't believe you've fully restructured a male to a female psyche, nor do i think you would even know what it means to do that.
So excuse my scepticism, but it's just part of a healthy critical but open curiosity. I'm sure you've got alot to say, jep, and i am truly very interested in the experience you've been having over the last year.
Cheers
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