It most certainly is not something I would do.
So yes, I understand that you are physiologically and psychologically becoming a much more emotional person. Seriously, good luck with that. Emotions are great, the color out the half of life many men miss out on. But they're also dangerous if not held in check, as Plato argued, by reason. Emotions are ends in themselves, right? If you feel rage, you act on it, not for any particular end but because you feel rage. Alright, fine, it's good to act on emotions... sometimes. But Jepperel, you're a rather spiritual person, you pride yourself on compassion, last I heard you identified yourself with Buddhism. I would expect you to be able to see this not as a personal attack on you, but something that, well... unfortunately 'happens', and alot of humans get hurt in the process - just like the rest of life. If you know what she's been through and feel love for her, you'll savor that bitter sting of an insensitive and cruel rejection, and move along. Johnny's right, once the rage has subsided, you would regret it.
Kill the bitch.
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