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with the amount i'm making now i could afford an apartment at $900 a month, and eat well... i'd lose some little luxuries for a little while, since i'd need to buy a bed, couch, ect. ect... but i wouldn't have to tap into my savings at all.
being at home when your parents like you is one thing, being at home when you get death stares every other second, and you never know if there's gonna be a fist in your face, or a foot up your ass.. that's entirely different.
my non-biological parents will let me re-do the basement, and make it almost an apartment... there's a seperate entrance and whatnot.. so i'd never see them. that's looking like my best bet besides moving in with my biological parents, but that'd involve switching schools, and possibly damaging their younger children. i couldn't imagine that.. being like.. 3 or four, and having this girl who's babysat for you come live, and your parents having to explain that? i can't do that to them. i love my brothers and sisters too much, and i don't know how well i could get along with my biological parents for long periods of time. there's still that awkward "you didn't keep me" wall between us...
anyway. i'm working it out. basement seems like the best idea, as of now.
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